Distracted by shiny things

Happy Halloween!!!!

I love Halloween, dressing up and pumpkins and funness, but today not so much with the love. Have just finished writing an essay, want to read the better part of a book before I can go out tonight and it all seems a bit the same, like I need a change. Political Theory, I am ashamed to admit is not as great as it was last term, maybe because my awesome tutor is writing a book and his replacement is so...grey for a lack of a better term, I don't know what it is about her but the tutes are really not that great, I have a random Magdalen guy as my tute pattern and he is so incredibly conservative it is a bit scary. Also the topics are all somehow connected to Rawls's Theory of Justice and I am getting sick of Rawls and everyone's  problems with him. It is not fun reading this week either, something about patterns, should so be doing this now, but absolutely need a break. Oh how I want to just dress up and go out and dance, not drink, cos need to get back early so I can get up at a decent time tomorrow but just dance and see people, Am really a hermit, need to have a break.

Not complaining really just needed to email someone and couldn't think of anyone so thought venting here would be nice, it seems so quite here recently, it is very odd. I really don't know why I keep writing, there are people ouside my window and they are laughing, can even recognise who they are by the laughter, wish I was having fun outside, oh well too bad. Now I am going to go and posting this random flow of consciousness post is probably silly but what the hell, doesn't matter.