Distracted by shiny things

I was about to begin a post with a no doubt fruitless attempt to articulate my feelings of restlessness, inability to concentrate and the reasons for my wasting of the last *four* hours when I could have completed my philosophy reading or at least participated in the watching of a girly film next door. However I thankfully realised on time that it would be unnecessarily melodramatic and the explanation is simple:
1. I am sleepy.
2. Bennett makes less sense than Locke himself
and 3. The chocolate biscuits are nearing their end. :( I am feeling sad about leaving Oxford once again and want to spend the evening with friends, however also need to to this essay and as a result am doing nothing.

Maybe I just need to go to bed.

In other news. I read the penultimate DV chapter and cannot believe it is almost over, the Draco Trilogy has been one of the staples of fandom ever since I first got here and something I used to fangirl immensely (to the extend that me and anna_bonita used to text each other when it was updated) and though I still like it I feel that the ending will be a bit of a letdown whatever happens (unless Harry and Draco profess their undying love for each other, which isn't very likely, oh and Ginny and Blaise too) after all this time. Perhaps I need something new and fresh to rejuvenate my fandom love, I have seen very little mention of the Big Bang fics, are they really not that good? I have read only one and it was okay, though very far from brilliance. Maybe I should read more, feel like reading OC fic but no one around agrees with me and everyone is talking about fandoms and tv shows I have never seen/heard of. Am so out of touch. Oh yeah if anyone does watch the OC, Ryan/Johnny is the new Ryan/Seth for me, but I have not been able to find a single fic out there. Woe.

I will attempt a coherent entry, since I haven't had one fo those in a while, what with yesterday's squee (I don't see why no one else is as excited as me about staying in the OC hotel in Miami :PPP) and the day before's woe.

Had the big ass english exam and even though I was in a stupid science room on a stool for three hours it went really well. I hope. I suck at judging my english essays, but I did finish it and that is always a good thing. Had no time to read it through, but then I never do and it turns out all right. And yesterday's development economics was just wonderful, (apart from the fact that I said Ghana has lost $13.7 million because of CAP, when in reality it was billion and all developing countries. Eh. Minor mistake that, hopefully examiners won't laugh at me too much) pity I never say that after maths exams. I have two more maths, both next week and that of course means I have to start revising maths again :((((<- that is how I feel about that.

So apart from exams I have been getting lots of ideas for writing, both fic and original! This is worth noting because as you may have noticed I haven't finished anything in a while. Like I have an ultra late birthday fic for remipunx that is about 3/4 written and all it lacks is the smut, (it even has an ending!) but I will get to that eventually. Writing smut bores me. Eh. Not always. But more often than not.

And I finally managed to read DV16 and will now only talk briefly about it. ( Spoilers, duh. )

I have so much to do, but I always feel like after exam days are for relaxing. Will try to begin rereading The Color Purple, I need to and it is fun.