Distracted by shiny things

So, I said I will write a Murder By Numbers fic. And I did. It was just over a 1000 words and I was rather fond of it. I am speaking in the past tence, since I ended up accidentally deleting it. Now all I still have is the first sentence,

 

The first time he looks at you, you shiver and lower your eyes.

 

I don't know whether to write more or not, on the one hand I *still* feel unsatisfied and have all these ideas in my head that demand writing. But then, there is the fact that I have already written it, despite my inability to click yes, instead of no, when faced with the simple question of "Do you want to save the changes you made to mbn?" To my excuse it was pretty late and I'd just spend the better part of an hour writing, plus it was very hot. Not my writing, not yet, but the weather. So, I wanted to reread it through and clicked no instead of cancel, and am incredibly stupid. You'd think I would have learned my lesson after the unfortunate death of my laptop containing everything I'd written and my coursework. Nope. It seems like the whole learning from past mistakes thing hasn't caught up with me yet. Talking about that, it's exactly the same with maths, in January I had to learn everything in a week and promised to myself that this won't repeat. And guess what I am doing now? That's right attempting to learn the whole maths book in a week. But no, I won't post about this here. My constant moanings are not something I will impose on you. I don't think. Yeah this all started from Murder By numbers fic, I think I will give it another try, not the same fic, although I am rather fond of that surviving first sentence.

 

On Angel. I am trying very hard to resist temptation and read spoilers, I will manage to wait until the episode is aired here, and I will be surprised! I won't ruin my ending like I always do. And this coming from a person that often reads the last pages of books is a lot.

 

Wah! Three days to go! Iamsogonnafail!