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[katia]

Why is it the case that every time I post it is either to ask for something or because I am in the middle of an essay crisis? I don't think I like writing essays, even when I enjoy the topic, have done the reading have a plan and know where I stand. Especially if that is the case. Then the actual writing of the essay is just boring. I know what I am saying and how to get there, then why do I need to actually write it down? And sinse I am bored I just end up taking entirely too long to write all of my essays, why am I so slow? It is rediculous. Should have finished by lunch, am nowhere near finishing yet. It is quite stupid of me, not that the topic is so great, motivational judgement internalism....it is better than it sounds, but I don't see the point as the weaker form of it that is indorsed by all is basically the same as externalism and yeah none of you know what I am talking about, even I don't have a clue

oh god why can't I just write my essay, if I just write that instead of this, instead of checking my email, so lack any strenght of will or motivation. Dammit. If it is good for me to write my essay and I grasp that fact then surely I shall me be motivated to write it....

ha

Comments

[jeeshee.livejournal.com]

I know EXACTLY how you feel. Bored, no motivation, but the topic is quite interesting and that frustrates me. Gah!

[kuteki.livejournal.com]

Heh, glad I am not alone, would actually prefer the stress of doing a presentation to writing coherent sentences into a coherent argument. Blah.

[anna-bonita.livejournal.com]

hehe, i on the other hand practice the 'i'll do it eventually' essay writting technique, hence why every so often i end up writting essay while everyone else is asleep! sigh, don't think there's anyway to win with essays, unless u just write them, and then feel good about being organised, before you get another essay, and then it starts all over again!

ah well, your term should be ending relatively soon so u're allowed to feel unmotivated, i on the other hand shouldn't be on here right now, but im being lazy so meh!


i've got my Bank of England challange next week and i ended up doing all the work, which i new was gonna happen, but at least people felt kinda bad. We're still far from being ready tho, we've got enough to look like we made an effort, and plus winning would suck cuz then we'd have to do it all over again, so as long as we beat Stowe, it would be a productive experience!

:D xxx

[kuteki.livejournal.com]

Good luck with Bank of England, I never did it cos Mr Darcy decided to go crazy just then and we couldn't do it without him, a shame cos it could have been fun but I still had it in my personal statement so that was fine. Talking about Personal Statement, do you know when your interview is yet? Not sure if I've told you but I will be here till December 13th I think cos I'm helping with interviews.

xxxx

[anna-bonita.livejournal.com]

oooh, thats cool, if i do get an interview it should be around the 6th of december so i'd have to come and see you before or after, i guess it would be rather reasuring to just know you're there anyway!

i had the craziest night, which included 2 parties, getting lost in a taxi in the middle of nowhere, being left by said taxi on my own in the middle of nowhere and then being rescued and having an awesome drunken time and 2 hours sleep, all in all i feel chipper this morning!

xxx