well then

[katia]

Hello. It's been ages since I've properly updated this thing. At first I wasn't around, well not for long anyway. In the last few days I have been around, only sort of hiding. I am not really sure why. I feel a bit detached I suppose, which doesn't make sense because I have gone back to reading fic and actually followed a rec or two, which I hardly ever do. I guess I feel detached from my flist, I do read it, but don't often comment and I feel like I am losing touch with people. I want this to change, but I know that I have weeks and weeks of exams and that really isn't an option. There certainly is no time at all for procrastination, what with the maths in a week and a half. (speaking about the maths, I am feeling vaguely more confident about getting an A. Passed mock, which is a good start, just for reference I have never passed a maths mock before. Not once.) Maybe some part of me is afraid of rejection. Maybe I simply don't feel like talking. (Which once again is very odd for me, I hardly ever shut up as anyone that knows me at all can testify)

I guess I want to say that I miss you guys, but it would seem strange as many of you don't even really know who I am. 

And wow, this was actually going to be a post about, well...stuff. I was going to make a looong post yesterday with real life in it as well as my amusement/anger/exasperation with certain characters/tv shows. But then I got distracted and I read a long fic. It was not very good actually, but it was entertaining nonetheless.

Good news is that I actually wrote some things. Something I have not done in the longest time. It felt nice. Freeing and fun. One is Seth centric, the other a sort of exploration into something I may adapt to make a part of a fic I was thinking about writing a long time ago.

In 10 minutes I am off to watch Scrubs, this too makes me happy. When I return I will possibly be back to normal, or at least the usual and maybe even write something real and tangible. I like the word tangible. It is one of my favourite words. I think that is why I used it even though it doesn't really fit in this context.

ETA ! Not fair. Not watching Scrubs now, as parents are watching something instead. This has pissed me off, as I was really looking forward to it. Well, I will watch it at 10, but that is not the point, the point is that I wanted to watch it now. If that doesn't make me sound like a petulant child, I don't know what does. Who cares anyway. I will watch CSI instead, because I promised.

Comments

[femalequixote.livejournal.com]

Yay Scrubs! I have just finished watching it. My dad did come in and try to turn over to the football halfway through, but I wasn't having it. Wednesday is Scrubs night.

[kuteki.livejournal.com]

And *I* have just finished watching it. I have so much love for Scrubs. But Molly was cool, I miss her. The Janitor is my favourite character. :D

Also this post is silly and I will add a cut tag to hide it behind.