Oh no, exams! :((

[katia]

Hello! Today was my first whole day of purely revision and I think that needs to be mentioned. *feels proud of self* The exams are getting closer by the minute and this time I need to start revising earlier than I normally do, that is why I haven't been around very much lately and won't be fully back till they are over. Which is in two months and a week. And then no more school....ever. You'd think I was pleased, but I feel...odd. It is frightening that the real world is so very close and I am not sure I can cope. At the same time, I am really excited and can't wait to go to Uni(v) Even if I will miss people, not my close friends because I will continue to see those, but...the others. People I really like, talk to in class and between lessons but will probably never see again. I hate leaving things, places, people, items. I guess starting anew is sometimes desirable, but I am afraid. And my mind is running in circles, a bit like this post. 

I will end this with a few dates.

• 3 weeks of actual school left! (That feels weird, because I haven't actually began to believe it, we haven't finished any of the syllabuses yet..)
• 4 weeks until P3 (am so scared, have revised all day, don't know much, teachers can't help me. Either at all, or spend the whole lesson on a single question)
• 9 weeks till my last exam!

Am going to sleep now, as 4am is not something I can get used to. Although the reason I stayed up so late wasn't bad at all...

Comments

[femalequixote.livejournal.com]

Well done on the revisioning, I find it so hard to get down to. And I'm with you on the scary thing. I actually like school, and my friends, and I'm a little sad about leaving it all. But I'm sure next year will be fun too :)

[kuteki.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I too find it hard to start with, but when I do I don't mind revising for very long periods of time.
I like schoOl, it is something we are all so used to and big changes are scary. Not that I am not looking forward to uni too, hehe I guess the best way to describe the way I feel is conflicted! :D

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[kuteki.livejournal.com]

I hate you :(