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I FINISHED A-level MATHS! *deep breath* It has been hell, it has been more revising than I'd ever though possible, more than I have ever done before, actual real giving up of addictions and now it is all finally and forever complete. I am...well relieved of course, I liked S2, wasn't as nice as P2, but I still have hopes for a solid A. (for S2, not maths, but hopefully I'll scrape an A in maths too) I know I still have 4 more exams, but it doesn't seem to matter right now, at this moment I am either going to Oxford or I am not it all depends on the fucking maths result. A subject I chose as a break from the essays, as an easy subject. Why did no one tell me what it would be like? That I'd need to do 10 hours revision in a day and still feel like it is not enough, that I will do all the questions and papers I can get and still feel like I will never learn enough. I also feel sort of deflated as the need to scream and jump has dissipated to leave me with an odd feeling of calmness

I have so much to say, so much I even made a list, because I am silly like that and with so much on my mind couldn't concentrate with revision, but english is tomorrow and I have yet to reread Oranges and have no notes to speak of, but as long as I do read it that will hopefully be enough. Um, that sentence made so little sense I am thinking I am in dire need of english revision, heh.

Back soon, yay!

*sends luck to all others with exams*