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It’s cold today, it was so lovely and warm, but not anymore and I don’t like it. I have a job interview in a few hours, I need that job. I think I’ll get it, it’s at an estate agency and much better than a shop assistant, which is what most people at my age work. Also, I’ve never worked before, so it would be a nice change and of course there is the money. It starts in September, which would be perfect, as I won’t be here during the summer. But I am still a bit nervous, have to decide what to wear, I need to look smart, as a good first impression is important.

Have no real Internet, on my laptop it doesn’t connect at all, on the computer which is where I am now, it does for a bit less than a minute before id disconnects again. It is probably a virus, there doesn’t seem to be another option, and I hate stupid viruses. So, all I was able to do yesterday was to connect, load a chapter and then again and again. I must have connected about a 100 times yesterday, I hope that doesn’t do anything to the computer. At least I have been able to catch up with some reading, which is nice, but I also want to read my flist, and that is next to impossible, and really frustrating, especially if there are cut tags, as I have to repeat the connect to AOL, hear the welcome message that makes me want to throw things at the computer, and if there are any images, watch helplessly until half a picture is loaded and the hear the ‘Goodbye’. Yeah, I know I can turn the sound off, but that kind of defeats the objective of self torture, so the sound stays on.

Angie, I have nearly beta-ed Bedfellows, as it really doesn’t need much, will email it to you, but not in an attachment, as that way you might get my virus, and that would be totally horrible, if you think you shouldn’t get any emails from me, tell me here.

I finally finished reading Windfallen yesterday, as I waited for the last few chapters to come out, so I could them together, and then there were exams. I will write more when I recover, but I just have to say that it was one of the most beautiful things I have ever read, and the ending was absolutely perfect, and in my opinion the happiest it could possibly be, it was just so full with hope. I will stop now, as this is getting long and I don’t won’t to make it spoilery, also haven’t had breakfast yet.

HP drabble and babbling

I HAVE A JOB!

Also I tried to write a drabble, the art of drabbles has always been beyond me, as I tend to start with the intension of writing one and I end up with anything from 400 to a 1000 words. That is why I really admire people that manage to put so much into mere 100 words. Well this was a bit more than 300, but I cut it down to 200, and think a double drabble is better than nothing. Next time it might even be a 100 words.

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Harry/Draco, 200 words

I look around and all I can see is darkness. It engulfs me, and you, and makes what we are doing more bearable, easier to live with. For we are doing something so completely unlikely that it’s almost surreal, it is that and the darkness that are the real, the only reason I am continuing with this. For shagging you, Potter is definitely not on my to do list for this year. And it certainly has nothing to do with that adorable blush on your cheeks even after so many times, no, absolutely nothing to do with that. I would be completely appalled if you suggest it has anything to do with your legs willingly spread below me, or the way your hard cock feels in my mouth, that little moan you do when I bite a certain spot on your neck. This is all irrelevant and passable and there is no need to tell me any of it. And your silence isn’t helping either, the darkness around us is so thick, and yet, it reveals more than it conceals. It isn’t enough to make me think you are still here, for the silence is too much. You weren’t silent.

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( Cut for RL stuff that could get confusing and/or boring )

Today was very busy, but very nice too. Had to wash hair and get ready for interview, got there (only had to phone my friend who works there and is the reason I'm getting the job, once, but then she decided to come out and meet me) Had interview, which basically consisted of the boss (no idea what her name was, but she was very nice) talking to me and me smiling and nodding and trying desperately to fit a word in, so she can see that I can in fact speak. Then time to go home (received a lift on the way there) by a bus. Which was easier said than done, as I had to find the bus station first (asked only 2 people, felt proud) then which bus I need, (more difficult as none of the people asked had a clue) Spnd bus jouney ,ressed in a suit and feeling incredibly out of place, n the phone with people I couldn't really hear due to bus noises. Got off at the local district centre, (15 mins away from house) went to a friend's house, then walked to my house so that I could change out of suit and shoes from hell (which I realised about then, because walking = bad). atempted to not curse brother who had the last hayfever medecine, resulting in my constant sneezing and eyes turning the same lovely shade as Voldemort's. Got home changed, decided to leave again, go to local pub and eat something, as to not faint from lack of food. Then had to run home and start cleaning the house as parents decided to invite people over to watch the match, had about 20 mins to hoover and clean, also expexted Ani to come over. Glad you called and changed your mind, as otherwise I might not have finished. Then help with cooking and and finally some time on internet where I am writing this and listening to incredibly disgruntled match viewers next door (and by that I mean shouts, swears and mayhem, which I am unable to understand, as afterall it is only a game, and not a terribly interesting one either)