Posting and writing

[katia]

The Valentine's Day colouring was getting to me so the purples appear almost soothing. Am proud of myself for not writing a long rant of the evil that 14th of February is, as feel certain no one in their right mind would want to read that, not even me in a couple of days. The reason for my very rare posting is, not that I have nothing to say, those who know me in RL will definitely agree here, as I rarely shut up. But when I feel like writing something, often someone else (my brother that is) is on the net. This is about to change, as thanks to my wonderful father, we now have a wireless network, meaning that I can go on line, witn my laptop everywhere, all the time, even if my brother is on, playing one of his games. This however has its bad sides, namely, a lot less sleep for me and a lot more nonsense posts like this one will follow.

The reason for this is that, one I have a diary and don't feel like repeating myself and two am scared to post anything Harry Potter related that I have written, as everyone here is about a thousand times better than me. Even though, nobody will read it, I am still incredibly nervous, and what do I post first, it has to be something reasonably good, so not to completely embarrass myself, but if I start posting then I will have to continue and I am seriously unorganised and give up so easily. And despite everything I just said, I do want someone to read and like what I have written, as everybod does, even if they don't admit it. And how do I do that without embarrassing myself with fan letters to people that don't know me and begging them to read it, and there is no way I am doing that.

This was pointless, I am going in circles, instead of doing something useful like an english essay or my media coursework, where I am seriously behind. I thought, what could be easier than making the front page of a tabloid and a broadsheet, using your own original stories! I am starting to discover that I was pretty much, completely wrong about that.